09-30 8:08pm

Hi lovely people (if anyone is even reading this..)

I feel horrible, I binged my stomach out of my body, I ate so freaking much! UNHEALTHY!

But yeah, when I think I'm having a good day, BED kicks in and gives me a powerfull binge, then depression kicks in and draws on my skin with silver, and it comes out red.

My life is so goddamn worthless, I starve, binge, sleep and repeat.

Fucking hell.

I just wanna die, nobody would care if I wasn't here, they all would go like 'Mo who?'

Even my mother is letting me and my sister alone, with no money whatsoever, and WE have to ask if she is eating at our grandmothers, because she doesn't say.

She doesn't care about me, nor does my sister..

I'm just a waste of oxygen, water, food, of heart.

I'm letting everybody down, I really think that everybody would have a better life if I would never been born.

I also have to study for english, but I don't want to..

I just wanna go to bed and never wake up.

Just a little update about my life..

xx ♥

total amount of calories: IDK/600